You kicked me in sleeping
late last night, I
cried out, dashed from dreams
so suddenly I forgot them
your touch ice.
I lay curled away
watching your shoulders heave,
your grunting efforts under sheets
at sanity.
I hoped the kick a sign
of triumph over those clutching fingers,
those deep dragging demons.
I hoped you'd wake and turn,
and your eyes would be yours
again, and I could touch
you without the shiver of god.
I hoped, and then I heard it that
train from my childhood
pulsing across dark waters
bearing down like screaming
its whistle a nightmare.
Then I was eight, and you were
not yet crazy, not yet you.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
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